Wanna kill my self!

I'm better off dead
I have no worth
I wish I would never be found again
I tried drowning myself
Run into a wall 'till my face is red and I'm deformed like an inbred. .
Kill me when you want,
Just if it will keep you away. .

I constantly wish I could go back in time and fix all the stupid mistakes I made..

Oh.. God!

i dont see shit funny...
I definitely want attention.!
it's pretty sad I must say
feeling that no one would care
What can I do to stop wanting attention as much??
I never knew I could feel so dejected and desperate.
Like me getting messed up...

There isn't even a word to describe my insanity
Death can be hard thing to handle..

I need something to get me through the day
You use to be there for me to make sure everything was okay
I am so embarrassed to feel this way.
I just need your advice on how to not feel so bad..
I need you
Truly feel deeply about you

I feel so horrible. My stupid antidepressant isn't working and I don't fucking know why!
I need you!
I need you!
I need you!
I do!

Creep..
Creep..
Creep..
Let me know you hear me!

Nightmare

i cut myself,
in fear of bleeding
the smell of a malicious grin of a walking devil
Fear of beasts
is what makes me a prey
Won't let me play what a child would play

heard him laugh at me
I closed my eyes and imagined I was nowhere
Melted and escaped from those frigid eyes..
What's really inside
Why I try to hide
I thought that I was healing
But again this heart is bleeding

I creep though shadows
I creep up in the shed
I creep and keep on seeing this face,
Creep in slowly
Lest no one sees

I was ask, scream and yell
I spend hours forcing my mind
as my life rolls like an empty bottle of water following the wind..
I guess all I can do is fight for a better day..
But time..
fades the Dreams not the nightmare..

dReaMpaTcHer

tired of being right

keep my hands off the Wheel

Then scream seriously..

I would die for them!
only I can live for them!

Huh..

Breaking Up Is Hard to Do
Pass it on?

Glow plain

I'm Nobody..
I've overgot

let me creep
sleep

Let me sleep
Creep

soiled
Flushed
glowed

blossoms in the dark
a circle
Miracle

Darkness spreads
Darkness's calling..

inarticulate cry

The dReaMpaTcHer
A sleepwalker
Killer