sicKKK!!

I'm sick,
of being depressed
hidding secret inside me
acting stupid sometimes

Tired of the tears I cry
thoughts about giving up
being unable to learn
seeing the blood that i own

this lonesliness
darkness
and selfeshness

Sick of nightmares,
Shattered on the floor.
a silouhette in the air

I’m always asking why,
I’m blamed for the mistakes I’ve made and it is such a shame
Makes mee want to say how sorry I am,

wishing I could stop crying
I feel like shit,
Trying to make something good
But I just think it’s a little fucked up
That whenever I try, it always ends up bad

Friends say I’m a fool…..,

And I know it too….,